This is me with Christmas. To this day I cannot get properly into the “holiday spirit” that seems so easy for everyone else.
Nowadays I also recognize the holiday season as the capitalist hellhole that it is, and that probably also plays a part. But I’ve been shy of the holidays for a lot longer than I’ve been economically aware.
It’s wild what leaves its mark on us, and how the subconscious speaks to our bodies before we’re even aware. I’m sorry you have to deal with this regardless.
This is me with Christmas. To this day I cannot get properly into the “holiday spirit” that seems so easy for everyone else.
Nowadays I also recognize the holiday season as the capitalist hellhole that it is, and that probably also plays a part. But I’ve been shy of the holidays for a lot longer than I’ve been economically aware.
It’s wild what leaves its mark on us, and how the subconscious speaks to our bodies before we’re even aware. I’m sorry you have to deal with this regardless.