• SethranKada@lemmy.ca
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      4 hours ago

      I was around 11 or 12. I’m pretty sure I was looking for porn, but they had all the good stuff blocked, so I had to look in increasingly obscure places just to find something that could make me feel emotions.

      Really, the lack of access to good quality porn really screwed me up as a kid. I ended up watching far darker stuff because it was the only shit I could find.

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        13 hours ago

        Man I can’t believe we used to watch that shit on dares and then brag about the fucked up shit we’d seen.

        “Oh, you haven’t seen the screwdriver video? Get a load of this loser, he hasn’t even seen the screwdriver video.”

        (Note: I was the “loser” in this situation who hadn’t yet seen the screwdriver video).

        I remember people bragging about watching the Serbian Film. I read the synopsis on wikipedia and was like “what the fuucck.”

        That and the whole dark humor and anti-joke trends made for a really fucked up perspective for our generation…